I hate that it happened the way it did Janet. But I knew it wasn't your lack of efforts that did him in. I knew there had to be something internally going on to make him crash that quickly.
I literally hate the import process for melleri. I hate the import process for most chameleons, but melleri just don't bounce back as easy as some species and I don't think they are field collected with the touch necessary to avoid injury. The poor little one that Janet is referring too with the back issue......it is like nothing I have ever seen. He was literally making a "c" with his body, top of head to tail. It just fires you up when you see things like that.
I know what you mean Janet by saying you are "part of the import process". I feel the same way all the time. Excluding my Ambilobe, Nosy Faly, Veileds and of course Cato, all of my chameleons are WC. The part that is the hardest for me is having to be logical and come to the understanding that all the melleri we saw will more than likely be dead by the end of next month. The sub adults I picked are eating and doing well which makes me sooooo happy. But I think, should I have brought more of them home?? In all reality I picked the ones that I felt were the healthiest and had the best chance for survival. The poor gravid female just broke my heart, that is why I had to take her. When she died, I had almost the exact same thought go through my head that you said above.....I thought, just a couple of weeks ago you were living life in your natural habitat and now you are dead being buried in a yard in Texas. That is the reality of the import process to me.
What makes me keep going, is the fact that the gravid female could have been purchased by anyone....ANYONE. I've learned money is rarely turned down, so a person with zero experience could have bought her and just thought she was fat never knowing she was gravid. She may never of had a chance to lay her eggs. The other two I brought home could very well be sitting in a glass aquarium somewhere slowing dying from stress and never having the chance to survive. The import process is brutal no doubt. That is the motivation I need to keep trying to breed these animals for blood lines. My goal isn't to get one successful breeding so I can make a little money...I could care less about the money. We need to make all the efforts we can to establish blood lines for all chameleon species that are regularly part of the trade. That should be the ultimate motivation.