MrsM
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Update: Took some time to settle my self after I got home from the Vet.
Bahari is no longer with us. There were multiple complications from falling along with trying to fight the coccidia. He was extremely weak and hardly moving at all. I gave him the only thing I could, which was a pain free passing.
I know for many this situation will cause anger. Please for my sake, I do not want this situation to turn into a firestorm. I need to move past this experience.
I will continue to get the fecals on Beman over the next 3 months to ensure that he has not contracted the coccidia. I will be taking everything that is contaminated to the dump and continue cleaning everything possible to ensure Beman does not get it too.
I will be stepping back from the forum for a little while. This situation has rocked me to the core. My passion for this hobby has been shaken. I have been having issues with anxiety and depression since this all started, on top of my existing heart condition. I am physically unable to handle anything else or any more stress.
Thank you again to everyone… Your support is the only thing that kept me going each day. The community here is truly one of love and compassion. This is why I have been so active here. Surrounded by people that understand my love for these animals and this hobby. I love you all and thank you sincerely for showing me such kindness.
Becca you were so careful to make everything perfect. This isn’t how it was supposed to go, I know we were all looking forward to years of happy photos and anecdotes. I’m wishing you healing and peace.